Disclosure - Help Me Lose My Mind (ft. London Grammar)
If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they’re yours; if they don’t they never were.”- Richard Bach –
Yeah?.. well fuck that shit and fuck Richard Bach. Do you honestly think, I have the time to meet someone, click, grow an attachment, fall in love, deeply in love, I’m not talking your average crush, I’m talking, going back to the days where we used to write love letters from long distances type of love, the “making a cup of tea and blowing it until its warm enough for them to drink” type of love… to have a soul connection, miss them, crave them, submit to them, etc.. just to let them go in the future. Wdf. Listen, if it’s gotton deep enough for me to fall into that type of love, I’m not letting you go. Fuck, I hate this generation of replacers. If something goes wrong, instead of fixing it, we replace, or let it go or some other dumb shit. No. Richard Bach, who is divorced, I will not take advice from you. As long as it isn’t toxic and unhealthy, I am not letting go.
THANK YOU OH MY FUCKING GOD THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH(via nonsensicalnoelle)
There are some things in life that we will never know or understand. We will never know weather god is real or not. Why the sky is blue or why the grass is green. We will never know why some good things happen to bad people and why bad things happen to good people. We will never understand how love works and why we love certain things or people. Maybe that’s the point of some things tho. I will never understand why I love some people and hate others. I will never understand why I was born with sadness and gloom hanging on to my mind wherever I go. I will never understand. While there are some things that I and others will never understand in life I think there are some things that we can understand. We can understand that we have some control over what we do and why we do them. Sure, I will never know why I am always sad, but I know how I can limit my sadness.. and what I do about it. I took the thing I didn’t understand, which was my sadness and coped with things I did understand. I understood cocaine, I understood alcohol, and weed. I knew what it did and I knew how it would make me feel. So I let that take control. I mean seriously? People understand no one drinks a bottle of vodka alone for fun. People know people who do drugs that are dangerous and a lot aren’t okay. I don’t know and understand a lot of things. I do understand that I am not okay. I know that. I understand that I have been using horrible things to cope and I can’t do that anymore. I can’t feel anything, and I don’t remember a lot of what I do on a daily basis. My body hasn’t been clean since early May. I need to change and I am going to. I understand that.